ALTR welcomes you to our fifth issue: VORACIOUS! For ALTR’s fifth issue, we focus on this very hunger that has been manufactured for us, the neverending want. A new microtrend, product, experience, thought, etc. consumes our every waking moment. ALTR welcomes you into a new realm of voraciousness, one not defined by products but rather by passions. ALTR Magazine is a digital publication that aims to bring forth a new vision of how we see and interact with fashion. Like a traditional fashion magazine, we provide fashion news, style inspiration, and lifestyle tips. However, we push beyond fashion as simply an aesthetic concept or a consumer industry. We ask challenging questions about sustainability, ethics, and social and environmental justice. Questions that are not discussed frequently enough in the mainstream fashion industry.
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III. THE EMPTY PLATE
The reckoning arrived in an Environmental Science lecture.
My professor was discussing fast fashion's carbon footprint. Seven hundred gallons of water for one cotton t-shirt. Textile dyeing: the second-largest polluter of clean water globally. The fashion industry: ten percent of humanity's carbon emissions.
I thought about the three packages waiting at my apartment. A "haul" from a brand that greenwashed their website with sustainability buzzwords. Clothes that had probably traveled farther than I had, assembled by hands I'd never
That night, I stood before my closet like it was a crime scene. Tags dangling like evidence. The romper for "when I lose five pounds." The jeans some influencer swore were life-changing, worn once.
The guilt hit in waves. Deeper: guilt for the water wasted, the carbon released, the garment workers whose labor made my overconsumption possible.
But the most devastating realization—the one that made me slide down to sit on my closet floor-was this: Despite buying America through clothing, I still didn't feel at home. The hunger remained. Wholly unsatisfied.
"Despite buying America through clothing, I still didn't feel at home. The hunger remained. "
There's this secondhand store on South University that smells like mothballs and memory. I started going there out of desperation—my credit cards were maxed, my conscience was screaming.
The first time I found a vintage kurta there—hand- embroidered cotton, probably from the seventies- something in my chest loosened. The fabric felt different. History. The woman who wore this before me lived in it, and somehow it survived long enough to find me, an Indian girl trying to remember how to be Indian while learning how to be American.
I started mixing my grandmother's old Kanjeevaram silk with thrifted Levi's. Wearing jhumkas with my Michigan hoodie. Not as a statement, but because these combinations felt true.
RELEARNING HOW TO EAT roommates.
The voracious energy didn't disappear—I'm still intense, still the kind of person who goes all in or not at all. But I started feeding it differently. Midnight scrolling turned into midnight conversations with my
The same intensity that made me buy thirteen white t- shirts now pushes me to understand supply chains, to invest in pieces I'll repair instead of replace.
I'm still hungry. I think I always will be. But I'm learning that the most satisfying meals aren't the ones we consume mindlessly while scrolling. They're the ones we prepare with intention, share with people we love, savor slowly.